MY POEM... 1st...

IT's your worst condition
Being on bed after operation...
Neither can cry, nor can die...

The door opens
wanna see your friends,
But
The doctor enters,
with his medicinal hunters...

No sunshine, no moonlight
only the medicines after a soft diet...
Urine test, blood test, X-ray, Scan n MRI
The prices were added
n bill gonna high-fy...

After coming out from OT
everyone asked
How are you feeling?
After first dressing,
doctor said...
"Yah, the wound is heeling"

I don't know how this problem came,
whom to hit, whom to blame...

Sisters come from morning to night to morning
It's sure that, they will take your proper caring...
She checks medicines, she checks temperature
Yah, she also care about your blood pressure...

Every facility provided on my bed
they had put every needed thing near my bed.
Want anything, just stretch your hand
no need to put your feet on the sand...

Lying on bed, remembering my past...
That girl,
playing games n driving so fast.
Going to school and to coachings,
making stupid plans and doing funny things.
Don't know when those days will come back
OR
I have to pack my memories inside a sack...

Now,
Want to go back to my home...
want that world n places to roam.

Doctors are not discharging me, cause of some drug infection
They all prescribed in file, to give me a lot of injections...

Day came, when stitches has to be open,
scared a little bit,
for whats going to happen...
Stitches opened... everything is fine...
Now...
I can go back where the world is mine...

I thought, that now my condition is best
But had told for the three month's bed rest...

I just tried to write my hospital's summary...
This was one of my life's sweet, horrible, terrific n unique memory...

DESIRES FROM THE ONE YOU LOVE...

Desire...
A word, a thought, a need and an expectation... that either your heart or your mind has.
Sometimes they are full of thoughts but sometimes they just blank n only for sake of moment{even you can also laugh on them later}...
Some you tell everybody... some to few but some to none {the secret ones}...
It is a like deep sea... which could take you deeper an deeper or as a sky which is just limitless...
It is sort of unseen power inside you which demands from you only...

Sometimes I get to listen from few people that desires can be controlled... but I ask... why and for what?

WELL...
It can be for anything or anyone and can be from anyone too.
You desire something from someone only when you know that the thing could be provided by that particular person only. Like parents have some desires from their children, that they will reach that peak of success that everyone should feel proud for them as well as they set a milestone for the generation next. A child has a expectation that his/her parents will support him always. All in all the expectations or desires are from the one whom you love.
This is one form of love but there is another form of love also... to be with your BELOVED...

Where you have someone who let to believe that you are the most important person for him/ her, and you also feel that your beloved is the most important one for you... this feeling is something beyond the imaginations and explanations... these are just to feel and feel good {as per people say who are in love}. And this is also true that having these expectations are quite natural... and they get fulfilled also... SO NICE NA...

But, time dosen't remains same... sometimes, when your desires are not completed or you have to put your expectations into a sack... may be it's either your extra desire for which your beloved is not comfortable or anything... then... then what happens? You scream, you shout, you get angry... and... the one whom you love most n who is the most loving n understanding person of your life seems to be as a person who don't understand you and even who lends you to think that either you are good enough for each other or not?
For once or twice or even thrice, it is o.k. You or your beloved tackles n handles the situation but when it repeats certainly then, then a time comes when your decision to be with that most important person seems to be wrong...
Is this the right way to love? Or to respect this great feeling for which Great Lovers like Romeo-Juliet, Heer-Raanjha, Sohni-Mahiwaal... and many more are known to be?

So let yourself to desire and be desirable... but be understandable also... that's what the LOVE is all about...

Think twice before shouting or getting apart{the worst you can do} from this great feeling... cause you are lucky to be in love... from whom who never experienced this awesome feeling...