Learned, But Stll Learning To Have Patience...

Hey Friends...
It is sort of confession, I want to make overe here...
There was a time when people use to call me pateince-less girl, but, then something happened which made to learn patience... Even i also noticed that in being hurry I left, mised and broken so many things... But now I can say that I have it. I'm not saying that I'm full of pateince and control over me but yes, I have a little, nearly 50%...
I don't know why, but I don't have any sort of guilt for being in hurry or even now having patience... I enjoyed both the stages.
Evereything has it's own taste, it's own enjoyment...
But, I know onething more, that i can't have 100% patience... Cause I am a water bearer, full of water element inside... and water is always be in hurry... But, neverthless trying to built a dam... {just kidding}...
But learned one thing from my this little life-span that, you must always enjoy what you have, instead of crying or being sad for what you don't...
JUAT ENJOY THIS LIFE...

Unknown Helper...

Sometimes,
When you feel the darkness around
And the loneliness is full of quite sound
Finding none of the helping hand
And just seeing someone to take your
success away from you
and you are helpless
can't do anything except a corner-stand...

Suddenly,
someone unknown came with lights
tells you the ways to fight
And you started to win the battle- ground again
with only success and happiness's rain

Wanna thanks that unknown heartedly
But, can't
as he disappeared so suddenly

Thank you so much where ever you are
And wish you and yur future shines as A MORNING STAR...

A Palace of Words...

With yelling mind and dwelling pen...
Trying to make a palace of words ,
Which is,
Right now only a dark little den...

I know, its not to finish very easily...
As, its too much difficult to seize your feelings in paper... beautifully...

I want these lines to flow like a river,
And, wish to get recognized as the dream of every dreamer.
To let the words blossom like flowers
And, be them as soothing as rainy showers...
Aromatic air and calmness around
The environment will be full of blessing sounds...

Wish this dream will get full-filled so soon
And,
May these words will shines as the sun and will be soft as the light of moon...

Terms and Conditions Apply...

Whenever I want to write something and unable to... at that moment I feel so much irritated, it's like I want to do some important work and someone inside me is resisting by doing that. Really it's too much difficult to hold your feelings inside... and I write them... it's like I 'm in heaven... a relief to me, to my mind and to my soul... The time when I use to face such problem, at that my heart says that "What happened? Whats wrong? either sky eaten the words or Earth swallowed the sentences?", and as-usual, I don't have any answer... And if by-chance at the same time any other irritating problem seems to coming near me... then it seems like a battleground... where me and my feelings are at one end and the words-sentences{which I was unable to write or arrange} and other irritating problem from this World...

I don't know what to do at such stage... when i don't feel like crying, don't want to put myself in anger's drive, can't sit quite as feelings inside are just want to get puked... aah, such a mess...

But when I read about so many great writers, talked and discussed my this dilemma with other writers, {as I don't consider myself as a writer}, then got-to-know that... I AM NOT ONLY ONE... there are many more suffering from the same issue... Being honest, then I got little relief and took a long breath... and then understood the main battle...

Actually, the main problem is all about terms and conditions...  each and every writer {till my knowledge} have their own terms and need few special conditions to express their feelings and to write... for example:- the famous writer Majrooh Sultanpuri, he was unable to write any 'sher' till his house is not full of voices, because his shouting children and screaming wife provide him the inspiration to write, Graham Greene, the an English author, he always use to write in in-lined pages and if by-chance there was any spot or such stain arise, he tear that page within a second, even Allama Iqbal, wrote famous song SAARE JAHAN SE ACHCHHA... who don't know him, he also had his T&C, people says that except SAARE JAHAN SE ACHCHHA...  he let his clerks to write for him and he use to lie on a bedstead with his hubble-bubble and dictate his feelings in his words, as he was also a great politicians and advocate in-between the discussions of his cases whenever he use to get feelings and arranged words he just tols hem to write his this special dictation... SAARE JAHAN SE ACHCHHA... wrote by his hands only... And many more special case were and are there-and here...

In my point of view, not only the writers, but each-and-every creator... either painter or singer or musician or any  chemist or any animator... whoever... whoever is there in crating something need their own terms and conditions to create their imagination and give that a structure to put that in front of this World...

And as so, I got the solution of my great irritating problem...

So, have your TERMS CONDITIONS... and create something... give shape to your imaginations and feelings... so that the rest of the World will also be able to meet your creation...

Big nails and keyboard... not working...

This is specially for girls... 
Having big nails, well-shaped, well-polished and if having nail-art; that's the bonus;... which grown-up girl don't want it... But for working on keyboard, not a good choice... it troubles a lot. You want to type something else and it will be typed something else... spell mistakes is the most common thing, and about typing the password... aah just don't ask about it. And if for any special occasion you tried it for few days, then that's too much painful. And for fast-typing or those who are just related to typing job, its too much irritating too. It lead your temper to that extend that you are ready to break the keyboard or your head...
Wish there will be some resting techno available for us...

iGOOGLE... feel good factor...

Just few days before I switched my google account to iGOOGLE, just to try because no one told me about this, and no one switched to it till that day. And after switching, when I sen my screen... guess what, it feels great man... and suddenly I said "cool dude"... Honestly AWESOME... your mail, facebook account, twitter account, news, horoscope, pics, youtube, weather report, comics, music, movies, food court, wall street and many more... means what man? What next... and what else you need? 

And with so many themes, with so many different colours, scales.... and rather if you want something and special for you, then... then you can create it also...

Great... everyone must try it...                  

                            Recommended... from my side...

                           Got every star of rating... whoever made... made something...

Don't Read...

I really mean the heading of this post...
cause sometimes you just want to write, without any subject and any motive of your writings. The same situation is with me right now.
Want to write, but what, that I don't know...
Hope and wish to get to overcome this problem as soon as possible... and also know that this will results in a poem, which I will bring here, for sure...
Bye
Take care, properly...

THE DAY I REBORN...

The day I reborn...
Reborn by adding pluses and deducting minuses
With so many smiles and silences
Some accepted me heartly but some denied
So many replied happily, but
some are there with no reply...
The day I...

The day I reborn,I took a stand to fight again
To achieve that success, which was remain
Came across through loses, looking for some gain
Want to live healthy, cause already suffered the pain...
The day I...

The day I reborn,
Want some colours to colour, and and wings to fly
Want to fill the patches of this broken sky
Want to live again, and not to die
Want to leave the path of hue and cry...
The day I...
The day I reborn,
I thought, everything will be right by now
No questions will be raised as what, why or how
No sadness, no failures, no health probs and no problems to tackle more
Now my path will be just "WOW"...

But that was only a thought...

The day I...

the day I reborn...

HERE AGAIN...

I am here again to write...
Want to break, through all my stride
I know,
I can't live on my lips and can't much roll my tongue.
When unable to throw the garbage...
Feels like my system got hung.
A big THANK to them, who made this pen and paper to live
Which provides me a big solace from thoughts
And let my heart and mind to stay in my grip...

MIRROR...

A most commonly used material of our daily life...

A very useful thing and if we notice we can find it around us very easily. A very popular product OR we can say that it is such a thing which could be found anywhere... everywhere...

It is the best eye catcher, you cannot resist yourself by looking towards it...

A biggest distraction thing also...

it could be easily found in women's handbags... it is history, now you can find it in man's wallet also...

Science says:- Mirror is a piece of special glass in which you can see your image, just because; unlike glass; it is painted by one side due to which it reflects the light instead of refracting or absorbing it.

But in my point of view, mirror is something ironic... Because it is the biggest magician liar as well as the real supporter... But the honest-one, either liar or supporter...

Magician Liar... because it only shows what you want to see... like if you want to look good it will show you good, if you want to look beautiful it will show you beautiful, and if you want that some dress is not suiting you it will show you the same... That means it always show you want you want to see... Magic. And, either that is correct is not... Liar

Now if it is magician and liar than how it could be a real supporter???

Hmmm...

It is... Because, whenever you need someone, especially someone close... and don't get anyone... go to mirror, and you get your most closely person, who knows each-n-everything about you, and i.e. YOU... Lets go to an example, Mostly in Interviews or the time when you feel nervous, you always search for a mirror{Honestly, I do}, just to raise your confidence and bring it to level... and then... you got it... perfect... So, is it your real supporter na??? Yes... I know...

So, I am agreed with science, that it reflects your image, and not only your's but it reflects the same you asked him to... How amazing...

There are so many myths are also connected to mirror, like; the most popular-one; don't see your image in broken mirror, that creates a bad luck, and even according to Vaastushashtra, don't have mirror in front of your bed... Well these all myths, let them be...

So, next time when you meet this realistic magician... have a smile... big-one... so it will reply you the same...

BE HAPPY...

READING AND WRITTING...

Hmmm...

Reading, a good time-pass, a great thing to do, sometimes knowledgeable, tought-ful, encouraging and sometimes just to enjoy or knowing the gossips around... Isn't it great that, without asking to anyone we just hang with everyone around us??? But when its all about subjective readings, then don't know why heart and mind get tired and start feeling sick at the same time.... yes i know its a common feeling about students, mostly... but some of them love to read also...

And about writing... it is also of so many types, we write according to place and conditions... Like:- we write in class, i.e. about our studies, but sometimes about few more funny things... oops..., we write in offices and that is related to our works, meetings and all such stuffs, we write diaries which is totally about what we use to think at that moment... it may be our feelings, thinking's, happenings, our dreams, future plans, people around us, and many more...

But there is something common in between reading and writing... and that is... THOUGHTS...

Or we can say that, on one hand our thoughts are developed through our readings, and the best way to express our thoughts is to write them... so if you read good then you write good...

For example:- Remember, your school or college days, specially the exam time, when you were in examination -hall and get the question paper and invigilator says, "Firstly read the question paper carefully, and then write", "read and write"... And then you write the question paper and start solving it. But what you wrote, what you studied in class or through your notebooks with full concentration, then only you did it well and scored good marks...

It's about when you have to write what you read.

But what when you have to write your own thoughts, feelings or what you seen around... either in your diaries or anywhere else, then you have to be careful for some important things... like... use of words, vocabulary, nice flow and the most important the reader get to know and understands what you want to say... either a message or any thought... and all such qualities make a good writer...

It is also said that when you get good environment and healthy food then you are good enough to read and write... If you are in some tension or exhausted, then you can neither read nor will be able to write anything...

SO... JUST...

EAT GOOD... READ GOOD... WRITE GOOD... and... LIVE GOOD...

BE HEALTHY... AND HAPPENING...

MY POEM... 1st...

IT's your worst condition
Being on bed after operation...
Neither can cry, nor can die...

The door opens
wanna see your friends,
But
The doctor enters,
with his medicinal hunters...

No sunshine, no moonlight
only the medicines after a soft diet...
Urine test, blood test, X-ray, Scan n MRI
The prices were added
n bill gonna high-fy...

After coming out from OT
everyone asked
How are you feeling?
After first dressing,
doctor said...
"Yah, the wound is heeling"

I don't know how this problem came,
whom to hit, whom to blame...

Sisters come from morning to night to morning
It's sure that, they will take your proper caring...
She checks medicines, she checks temperature
Yah, she also care about your blood pressure...

Every facility provided on my bed
they had put every needed thing near my bed.
Want anything, just stretch your hand
no need to put your feet on the sand...

Lying on bed, remembering my past...
That girl,
playing games n driving so fast.
Going to school and to coachings,
making stupid plans and doing funny things.
Don't know when those days will come back
OR
I have to pack my memories inside a sack...

Now,
Want to go back to my home...
want that world n places to roam.

Doctors are not discharging me, cause of some drug infection
They all prescribed in file, to give me a lot of injections...

Day came, when stitches has to be open,
scared a little bit,
for whats going to happen...
Stitches opened... everything is fine...
Now...
I can go back where the world is mine...

I thought, that now my condition is best
But had told for the three month's bed rest...

I just tried to write my hospital's summary...
This was one of my life's sweet, horrible, terrific n unique memory...

DESIRES FROM THE ONE YOU LOVE...

Desire...
A word, a thought, a need and an expectation... that either your heart or your mind has.
Sometimes they are full of thoughts but sometimes they just blank n only for sake of moment{even you can also laugh on them later}...
Some you tell everybody... some to few but some to none {the secret ones}...
It is a like deep sea... which could take you deeper an deeper or as a sky which is just limitless...
It is sort of unseen power inside you which demands from you only...

Sometimes I get to listen from few people that desires can be controlled... but I ask... why and for what?

WELL...
It can be for anything or anyone and can be from anyone too.
You desire something from someone only when you know that the thing could be provided by that particular person only. Like parents have some desires from their children, that they will reach that peak of success that everyone should feel proud for them as well as they set a milestone for the generation next. A child has a expectation that his/her parents will support him always. All in all the expectations or desires are from the one whom you love.
This is one form of love but there is another form of love also... to be with your BELOVED...

Where you have someone who let to believe that you are the most important person for him/ her, and you also feel that your beloved is the most important one for you... this feeling is something beyond the imaginations and explanations... these are just to feel and feel good {as per people say who are in love}. And this is also true that having these expectations are quite natural... and they get fulfilled also... SO NICE NA...

But, time dosen't remains same... sometimes, when your desires are not completed or you have to put your expectations into a sack... may be it's either your extra desire for which your beloved is not comfortable or anything... then... then what happens? You scream, you shout, you get angry... and... the one whom you love most n who is the most loving n understanding person of your life seems to be as a person who don't understand you and even who lends you to think that either you are good enough for each other or not?
For once or twice or even thrice, it is o.k. You or your beloved tackles n handles the situation but when it repeats certainly then, then a time comes when your decision to be with that most important person seems to be wrong...
Is this the right way to love? Or to respect this great feeling for which Great Lovers like Romeo-Juliet, Heer-Raanjha, Sohni-Mahiwaal... and many more are known to be?

So let yourself to desire and be desirable... but be understandable also... that's what the LOVE is all about...

Think twice before shouting or getting apart{the worst you can do} from this great feeling... cause you are lucky to be in love... from whom who never experienced this awesome feeling...