Showing posts with label Me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Me. Show all posts

Friday, November 23, 2012

The songs... n sleepless nights of PAPA...

Till, the date, its a record, that I am simply unable to listen this song without having tears in my eyes... Don't know how, but it connects me to my Papa. Its like, its just for me... i know after listening this song every "daddy's daughter" thinks that, but for me, its a very special one...
Well... everyone in family tells me about the time I born. I don't belong to any metro city or some well developed place, so as usual birth of a girl is just a simple birth, no big parties, no big celebrations{as per people's theory}... But my dad, he is someone very different and yes, how cloud I forget my Grandmother, my Dadi, she was the biggest support to my dad n mom, n she was the most happy person on my birth...  :)
N also, when she was not a very well educated woman... Amazing na??? Yah, she was a very amazing woman... :)

                                                           My daddy strongest.... :)


So, I was telling, when I born, Papa done a big celebration and also I was the first girl in society, at that time, whom "Barahon ceremony"{after the 12 days of the birth if the child, some rituals has to done, with some puja n all the relatives n friends are invited} was happened, cause it was booked only for boys till...
There are many such things which makes Papa different, strongest n daring and also adorable for the rest of the society. Even after such steps many fathers opted the path...
But, when I come to this song, this reminds me of all those his sleepless nights, when I was in pain. I remember, it was not the starting, but yes bad days of my sickness when I started loosing weight very rapidly n having fever all the day n night, he was unable to sleep, he use to come to me in the nights to check the temperature. It was the first time when I got the most severe pain, that I was unable to sleep, took the painkiller but of no use... then I went to living room n just switch on the T.V., just after 10-12mins Papa was beside me, asking "what happened???"  I told him crying about my pain, he just brought me many ointments, Ayurvedic oils, with having tears in his eyes...
It also reminds me of the time when I was in hospital n he was unable to be there, cause of his job... n he use to call me 4-5 times a day, n always ask me"when r u coming home beta?" And the day I returned home, he was waiting curiously on the door. {he use to call beta to both of us... me n my sister... n brother is already a beta :P}
Once he visited me in hospital only, n seen me smiling again, so advised me "don't use to smile front of doctors atleast, otherwise they will think that u r perfect n will not complete ur medication again."
{I'm writing these all things of my seconds surgery, tht's why using 'again'}

AND, M SO SORRY, CAN'T WRITE ANYMORE...
I KNOW, EVERY GIRL HAS A VERY SPECIAL PAPA... SO DON'T REMEMBER WHAT HE SAID U IN ANGER, ALWAYS REMEMBER SUCH GREAT THINGS OF UR SUPERB RELATION...
LOVE U PAPA...
now listen the song...




I will try to write much more...sometime next... without tears... :)





Sunday, October 23, 2011

Join Us on the Diwali n launch

Hello everyone there... first of all thank you so much all for being with me always n supporting me to the days throughout...
Firstly accept the wishes for the lighting n full of sweets DEEPAWALI...
may Maa Lakshmi bless you... n Maa Annapoorna fulfill your home the sweets...








But plz, with all such n with all celebration plz, look n keep attention towards the environment... caz during all the celebration n using crackers we generally forget about the damage we do to the environment...


N now a very special request... plz join us on the same day for the launch of our bilingual magazine project "Nazariya" ... n plz provide ur special feedback, appreciation n blessings to us...
You can check our intro page, which will be turn into the site's address at "Nazariya"
and also can join our event running on Facebook...  "The Nazariya Launch Day"

Be with us...
Fingers crossed... :)

Thank you in advance to all there...

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Why the HELL...


So many times...
when I think
Ok... this will be the last
but, then again
when it comes to me
use to forget the decision
and again do the same mistake...

Don know,
Can't understand...
Either its about the people,
Or about me???
why the hell I do so???

Caz...
neither they use to think for me
nor I use to stop thinking for them...
why the hell I do so???

Why not I scream on them,
to stop all such non-sense,
to stop asking favours from me,
to stop saying "SORRY" to me...

How could they bet to be mine???
How could they be so shameless???
How could they be so dumb???

How could they be so heartless???
 

 shuh...
I don want again to become
what I was...
But getting no way more

to let people back in the form... 





P.S.   its all my anger, which came after a long time... n don know any another best way to express...

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Learned, But Stll Learning To Have Patience...

Hey Friends...
It is sort of confession, I want to make overe here...
There was a time when people use to call me pateince-less girl, but, then something happened which made to learn patience... Even i also noticed that in being hurry I left, mised and broken so many things... But now I can say that I have it. I'm not saying that I'm full of pateince and control over me but yes, I have a little, nearly 50%...
I don't know why, but I don't have any sort of guilt for being in hurry or even now having patience... I enjoyed both the stages.
Evereything has it's own taste, it's own enjoyment...
But, I know onething more, that i can't have 100% patience... Cause I am a water bearer, full of water element inside... and water is always be in hurry... But, neverthless trying to built a dam... {just kidding}...
But learned one thing from my this little life-span that, you must always enjoy what you have, instead of crying or being sad for what you don't...
JUAT ENJOY THIS LIFE...